I know i'm just a burden for you. I know I always made up my mind without thinking twice, yet I swirled everything. I know I'm not like the others you expected me to be. I know I'm useless, hopeless, meaningless to you. I know I always do things out of my mind and yet hanging on my self. But everything that you planned for me, im sorry. I don't like it. I loved to do what i love. Please let me do what I like with a full of sincerety. I know this is my future and you trying your best to make me become a successful person. But please this is my life and i'm the one who gonna decide what i am to do with my life. I just need your full support, that's it. Not more than that. Show to me that you're support me in everything i will do. Then, about the future Allah is already planned. He knows what the best for me. Whether to be bad or to be good. InsyaaAllah i'm trying to make you both proud of me. Ma, Abah.. i'm so sorry for dissapointed you. Thanks for giving me the second chance and i will promise with my own heart that one day you'll be proud of me. InsyaAllah..amin ya rabb.
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