18 and Rated.

Finally Im 18. An adult but still loved the kid's thing. Anyways I almost forget my own birthdate actually until i'm notizing that it's already march! When life's got more time filled up with works, eat-time, sleep, i just can't have change to sit and thought something. So, i've got to work at place that i wish to work anyways but days by days i started to feel like a real slow slave. First, the other workers (old-workers) welcoming me so nicely. They're really such a nice and get along with me so well. One of them was married and another is on her way to become a wife to a man. So complicated. They taught me everything to do and i even did a note for that. Then, I feel so humiliating because they both always comparing me with the ex-workers before. Am i invisible dumber? When I tried to make joke you din't laugh even smile, you showed off your not unmatured self to the customer. Whatever it'll be customer always right! I'm sick be with you guys. Alhamdulillah, after explaining everything to my parents they agree me to resign. Next week we'll be the D-day.

Continue the suprising birthday girl, so nisa picked me with her scooter. She took me to her house while waiting for ciwawa. Then, ciwawa came and took us heading to the sunway carnivall. Later while, iqmal called that he'd be sorry because he can't joined us. That time i feels like whole the world turn upside down. First because i just want him to be around on my special days. Then with the anger surrounded me i didn't talked too much and just stayed quiet.

I knew they must be do something for me but between believe it or not at last in the middle of berjaga-jaga tak nak terkena tapi terkena jugakk! As i entered the room they were yelling suprised at me and there were confetti thingys and i was just so shocked my expression. Finally I can see iqmal! Ya Allah no one have idea how extremely happily me when i saw everyone were there to celebrate me. But seriously I was just so surprised and shocked and flattered and happy and for once in a very long time I actually feel important. I love my friends more than anything.  I could never ask for anything more than these lovely people who has made my 18th birthday magical. Alhamdulillah I thank God for giving me the chance to live 18 years, and blessed with loving parents, and wonderful friends and a good life- I'm just grateful for everything. 

 seriously i really loved you guyss sueno family! till our friendship remains forever xoxo