Caffeine

Stay awake. Basically what I did in hospital. I'm still not sick maybe soon. My mom was charged into the hospital because of serious case. 3:15 am, the whispered woke me up noticing me something unexpected happened. Yesterday I just got to sleep 2 hours from 24 hours. The brain forcing me to thinking something that I would be say stop it. While waited for mom to sleep, I did counted the number on the clock. Wondering when the end? 

Reached home. Too tired to clean everything. I no longer have strength to get mad when someone bothering me to sleep. It was like I was wearing 3D glasses. Everything became double. I did talked nonsense. Mom worried and want me to sleep. I need a caffeine. Temporary energy. I kept saying sleepy but I won;t sleep. It just not I don't want ; I can't. Staring and thinking something I don't know what actually it is. There's a big day tomorrow. O Allah thanks for everything you did gave to me. Its more than enough. Seriously, I love Allah, really.

Salam xx.

Drug Addicted

Assalamualaikum

Amacam? by reading the title kat atas pun i already know you're thinking like a professor right now huh
Drug addicted? pernah ke aku buat benda tu? pernah tengok? rase? manis ke masam?
sudaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!! eh bangun le dari tido tu. tak hade sapenya nak tanya kau soalan kejadah semua tu. *sambil buat muka nak kena hempap dengan talam*

Usually you guys pun tahu yang young gene kat malaysia ni especially lelaki banyak yang disahkan drug addictor ni. Once you started, you never can stop it. Else, you memang nak la berubah in that case we can ikhtiar something kan?

Of course manusia biasa macam aku pun ade benda yang addicted terukk sangat..
lemme give you zontoh eh.. when ppl smoke you will say "alah maybe dia tengah tensen tuuuuu"
when you see ppl drink "ketagih minum lettew dah macam takde sirap kat dunia ni"

okay chhilllah dengan soalan merapu tu..
when ppl eating the ice cube? ais ketul yang bancuh dengan milo ais kurengg manis tapi pekat tuh?
".............................................................."
apesal diam? mesti buntu selesaikan soalan chemistry ni kan?

melampau gile gambo ni. sedap!!!

that is me. bila aku tension ataupun in a condition where you tengah fikir something to resolve tapi tak dapat
you must want something to release your stresss kan? and for me i will eating the "ais ketul without any air " kalau ade sirap ke hapa ke confirm air yang tinggal. my family dengan sueno family with the others friends pun dah kenai sangat dengan perangai aku yang pelik ni. Diorang ade je brilliant idea tak nak bagi aku makan ais.

Aku addicted dengan ais sejak sekolah rendah lagi. And i know tak baik untuk kesihatan. Mommy once said " memang tak sakit sekarang tapi bile ko dah kawin haaaaa meraung la mcm ponti okayyy"
I've tried okay not to eat ais ketul. paling lama aku boleh tahan pun dalam dua hari. lepastu menyisip keluar pergi beli ais ketul 50 sen mkan depan tv.

Kadang terpikir aku sorang je ke yang fallen in love dengan "ais ketul" ni? tak! my feberet artis pun macam i jugak. Diana danielle pun suke makan ais jugak. So to the ppl like us ais ketul tu dah macam ais terakhir di dunia ni. haha ayatttt engko fiuuuu~ But I do need  must to kurang kan skit makan ais. Tak baik untuk saraf, jantung, and macam-macam lgi.

Okay, hope korang yang baca kalau ada addicted ke benda peliks ni mind you share with me? Im here to listening. Bye. *huuuuu lapaq ayaq ais gila cakap pasai entri ni :D"

Why you would like to be Rich?

Assalamualaikum ya fellas,

Everybody wants to be rich and no one wants to be poor by their own choice. This is a fact. Even the rich wants to be richer and the very rich wants to be super rich. In a materialistic world, money is an indispensable commodity which everyone, young or old, man or woman, seeks.Everyone has their own reasons for seeking wealth. I have mine as well.

Firstly, i would build my dream house to my family. It would be in a quite and sceluded area, away from the busy city. Close to the nature is a million time better with the pollution in the city. Hill, prefer. I just want to build a house that not-to-fab just comfort to live and full with the peace. Also, it would great to have mini garden. I was madly in love with the flat-roof and block house concept. With the grey-white play colours, underground car park, mirror wall.

Then, I would also like to own a large photography studio in which I could spend my time there as well. With  the amazing staff would help me in handle the studio. Providing with the all equipments for photography and filming film. I would like an unknown architect who design my studio as my style. :) Else, this is my plan since I was a kid. To help needy people. I would start a charity foundation to help them. Set up homes for the aged and the handicapped. Visit the disable kids and treat them with a delicious food everymonth. Just make them happy enough reason for me to live. And not to forget, I want to travel all the world with my future hubby and child as well my family. Amin~

Just to share reasons for wanting to be rich. InsyaAllah. Here some advice for you out there who already in a wealth condition for not forget to who given you the wealth and always thankful and be grateful because Allah can take it back anytime.

A bus ride

I was waiting at the bus stop. I was going to school. As usual, the bus stop was crowded with people from all walks of life. There were office and factory workers going to their places of work. There were ex-students going to their part-time job. then, there would be sure had a students like me who were on their way to school. When the bus arrived, it was already quite full but I managed to get in with the other commuters. Sometimes, there were a few student didn't have a change to get on the bus. In other word, who fast he first. When the door closed, I was jammed against the door of the bus. the bus was filled to the brim and there was not even much breathing space. I left stifled and thought I would suffocate.

At the next stop, some people  got off and I was able to move inward. But this made my position even more precarious as more people got on and I found myself sandwiched between two very huge men with nothing to hold on to. As the bus stopped and moved a traffic lights, I was helplessly bumping into other like you had learn in physics what we called it as 'inertia'. I could not even see where the bus was heading as my views was utterly blocked by the passengers surrounding me.

But I did not worry as my school was near the bus interchange.You know sometimes when you're lucky to see minor accident happened along the road as you board the bus. I was experienced when there was terrible accident happened, I could see the dead body lying on the ground mercilessly where the fingers and legs were smashed like a mash  potatoes. *still look marvelous taste 

A few stops before the bus interchange people started getting off the bus and there were no passengers getting on. Soon, there were only about a dozen passengers left and I even got a seat for the rest of the journey. When the bus reached, everyone got off and i slowly walked towards my school.

I could still remember the UTC bus that I rode since I was thirteen years old. I tell a lie if i said i don't care with the huge thinggy. Whenever I was late, the only bus who waited for me until I came. After UTC bus got rid, rapid bus was emerged. Yeah, of course it was hundred time better than UTC. with the air-conditioner, systematic door open and close, the sounds good bell, the big space than ever. But still there;s a lacked. The rapid driver sometimes was rude, snobbish, rubbish, hell-minded and everything around earth you could tell. They were shouting, screaming at the passengers. I guess they actually not own the bus with their father's property tho. I had seen with my two eyes, the driver kicked out the students because they were made a little noise. That;s why I strongly made decision want the ugly UTC bus back. Biar buruk asal penumpang puas hati. I miss pak ya who was the driver bus UTC back then. They way he smiled ohgosh if i could kill the person who got rid of the UTC bus.

All I want to say is forgive me..

Assalamualaikum..

Yesterday 15 feb 2013, i got two bad news. Firstly, i was shocked with the chaos made by ppl i don;t know. She told us that our neighbour was dead. At first i ingat mokcik ni main-main ke ape. But tak lama lepas tu ramai orang berkumpul depan rumah. I was like what actually happened?? one of makcik tu dah terduduk meraung. And then came a car with two guys calling out her (arwah) husband and son.

Ya Allah, let's imagine kita yang berada di tempat diorang, whassa our feeling gonna be? sedih. kecewa.
and i saw that her son hesitated with the news. Actually arwah meninggal sebab kemalangan. kereta arwah terbabas dan terlanggar pada sebatang pokok. Arwah baru pulang dari beli barang dapur. that;s what stated in the newspaper.

Bila terdengar berita macam tu, hati ni rasa macam ya Allah maha kuasa
sedang baik je aku tengok dia sihat-sihat jual makanan depan rumah tetiba dah tak ade. Setiap orang ada baik dan buruknye. Apa yang aku boleh cakap tentang arwah, dia seorang yang baik, peramah, hati ikhlas. mungkin ada masalah lain yang orang lain tak tahu sebab tu jiran-jiran yang lain paling muka kat arwah.

Apa-apa pun arwah dah pergi dengan selamat dan cepat. Kita yang hidup jangan berhenti doa supaya arwah  tenang di alam sana. Aku tak sempat nak minta maaf jadi aku berdoa saja harap Allah ampunkan ada silap salah yang aku dah terbuat. Orang nak pergi meninggalkan kita sekejap saja tak perlu isyarat papa.

Lepas dapat berita kematian jiran, grandma called..
tok ayah pula yang meninggal. arwah meninggal dalam tidur. Allah Maha Mengetahui segala-galanya
dalam tidur pun boleh pergi.. arwah tak sakit apa-apa pun cuma dah ajal tiba
tetap akan pergi

sedikit terkilan sebab dari kecik aku membesar dirumahnya tapi tak pernah satu perkataan pun terkeluar
untuk bercakap dengan arwah.. dia tegur aku tak jawab, dia sapa aku endahkan
sebab time tu arwah seorang yang panas baran
aku masuk dalam rumah dengan niat nak tengok muka arwah buat kali terakhir
tapi..ada saja halangan.. dan aku hanya sempat tengok kain putih yang membalut arwah

aku end up keluar dari rumah dan terus balik.. i need a time! aku perlukan masa untuk ubah semula keadaan
dan anak arwah tanggungjawab aku bila aku dewasa nanti, semua perkara harta di atas nama aku
sebab diorang mengasuh aku dari kecil
diorang tak ada sedara lain... tapi sejak 14 tahun aku tinggalkan keluarga arwah
all the memories with them faded away.. just like that

apa yang aku patut buat? i feel guilty to them. what can i do? they missed me so much
and i just went home because i can't face them.
Ya Allah tunjukkan aku jalan untuk selesaikan masalah ni. Aku harus pikul tanggungjawab ke atas mereka sekarang sebab arwah dah tak ada. Aku buntu.

Takziah kepada arwah cik ain dan tok ayah.

The last things i want to say is.... forgive me :'(

Petua untuk cerahkan kulit wajah dan badan

Assalamualaikum

Hari ini terlebih rajin sikit ite nak update tentang petua nenek..
ramai yang kat luar sana tu alami masalah cenggini kan? lebih-lebih lagi aku yang baru balik dari kepulauan
terik di atas kepala sejuk badan merendam kat dalam laut
muka dah kene sunburn, tangan dah hitam, kaki pun dah tinggal kesan corak selipar

haaa dah jadi gutu baru lah nak kelam kelibut dibuatnya
bagi lelaki tak apa diorang nak kisah
tapi perempuan ni? tak senang duduk dibuatnya

This research aku buat menerusi google kalau tak caye blog lain pon ada ngepost yang sama ek
okay, bermacam-macam kaedah boleh digunakan untuk cerahkan kulit wajah & badan
terserah pada diri masing-masing
ade yang suka pakai produk kecantikan yang jual kat merata-rata tempat
ade yang suka ikut petua tradisional
tak kisahlah janji ade hasilnya pun sudah cukup menggembirakan hati ni

1 . Beras pulut

beras pulut ni berfungsi untuk menanggalkan daki serta sel-sel kulit mati dan juga menghaluskan lagi kulit. kalau macam aku senang lah nak dapatkan beras pulut ni asal balik kampung ada je stock yg nak dibawa balik ke malaysia ni. Di thailand bersepah tepi jalan orang jual beras pulut ni. Lagipun harga dia mahal sikit.

Cara-cara :

1.  Rendam beras pulut hingga lembut, kemudian tumbuk sehingga lumat.

2.  Sebelum mandi, lumurkan seluruh badan dengan beras yang ditumbuk.

3. Biarkan lumuran tadi separuh kering dan sental kulit anda perlahan-lahan.

4. Bilas badan anda  dengan air mandian.  Amalkannya sekerap yang mungkin.

5. Untuk hasil yang terbaik amalkan,2 kali seminggu.Kulit tubuh anda dijamin akan cerah.    

2 . Limau nipis

belah limau nipis ni kepada dua bahagian, lepas tu gosok je pada wajah dan badan.. inshaAllah kulit akan menjadi cerah, licin, dan harum. Limau nipis banyak khasiatnya . *prefer this sebab paling senang nak buat

3 . Nanas

Ambil bahagian dalam nanas yang keras (palu) dan gosokkan pada badan. Bilas badan dengan sebersih-bersihnya. Amalkan setiap pago dan petang insyaAllah kulit anda akan berseri, cerah dan halus.

Okay, kalau diikutkan banyak lagi petua, jadi aku hanya cadangkan tiga sahaja

kalau tak berpuas hati lagi boleh je cari kat mana-mana belog lain. 

Aku akan try dulu salah satu cara kat atas ni kalau berkesan alhamdulillah

aku akan share dalam entri yang akan datang..

jadi selamat mencuba wahai orang yang mempunyai masalah kulit :D

Holiday with sueno family

Assalamualaikum

lama tak jumpa, tak update kerana diri ini yang malas sangat.
tapi tak bulan ni tak update sebab busy dengan holiday. Holiday yang tak seberapa tetapi memberi kenangan
yang hebat kepada kitorang. Eh?  siapa lagi yang join?

Family aku dengan sueno family.
Walau tak kesemua member sueno family yang dapat turut serta tapi tak apa
lain kali boleh pergi lagi dan harap-harap korang yang lain bagi  masa untuk hari penting macam tu.

wokayhhh dah tak ade apa nak diceritakan
so here some photos were taken :)

Ong month!

Assalamualaikum..

I guess it still not to late to welcoming this lovely month of february

Things happened a lot, time flies so fast, peoples did changed

everything because of time.

Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah

thank you for giving me a chance to life as a better person

I always hope my life gonna be better day by day

He's the one who decided..amin ya rabbal al amin

Alright, me and my family will take a break for CNY

as we plan to go somewhere to calm and relax our mind

I'm pretty sure inshaAllah everything will be smooth

I can't wait anymore the fantastic holiday

first in my life spend time with sueno family

ja~ let's go to outerspace! 

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! GONG XI FA CAI!!

ps: will be update the holiday after cny.